theres always gonna be a time

when you need a friend, but they're never there.
when you seem like everything that means so much to you, is going away.
when everything you believe in so much, has totally failed.
when everything around you seems black and white
when is this gonna hit pause.
how can we ever get through the next day?
how can something so valuable be easily lost.
how can we change everything right side up
how can we make like better
things come and go, so do people.
we set goals to achieve our standards.
we try our hardest, and maybe that is not good enough.
life can be a bitch, so just take that in.

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millions of thoughts running through my mind. I'm eager to spill it, spill it so everyone can hear. I thought maybe if people knew how i felt about things, it would change, as always, i was wrong. Clearly i under estimated our relationship. They come and go, the only positive attribute to that, is learning from our previous relationship, and to remind ourselves, not to repeat it.